April 4, 2013 Thursday

The past couple of days have been really hard. Mom is not getting up at all out of bed anymore. So, there’s nothing much to say but she is dwindling away each day a little more. I take her in a bacon sandwich that she loves and she takes one bite and says she’s full. All she wants is to be comfortable and she can’t get the pillow just right and she cannot operate the bed controls to raise and lower it. So, whenever I am there that is all we do. Adjust and adjust. I suggest that she might want to get up for a little while and that might help. She says everyone else says that too.

I get calls from various hospice workers and they all want to do something but she does not want what they have. Or what anyone has for that matter.  I took in some photo albums today and we spent sometime looking at them. She remembered most of the people very well. I’d like to broach the subject of her going on if she is ready and I was hoping that might bring up the opportunity, but not really.

April 3, 2012 Wednesday

April 2, 2013 Tuesday